my runaway

SUNDAY

day 4 of training : It's alright. Discovered something new everyday.

MONDAY

 had errands to run. 

Lately I've been screwing up alot of things.

It sucks cos in the end, I'd have to put in double the effort to fix it.

What luck? I have no luck.

today was one of those days.

It's not just today, it's more like an everyday basis.

I won't even say what.

don't ask me.

I was really mad & disappointed.

I don't know if I wanted to cry or throw breakable things.

felt so impulsive. nothing anybody said would stop me.

but of course I knew better.

As soon as I got home, I changed & headed to the gym.

definitely not something I always do when I'm upset.

but I guess I feel slightly better now.

on the other hand, my job officially starts tomorrow.

Definitely something to look forward to.

sleeping at 9pm tonight.

so goodnight :)